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Why We Bedshare with Our Five-Year-Old Son (With No End in Sight)

“I love you mum” whispers my five-year-old son.

It’s 1:30 am. I thought I was being quiet. But, I must have roused him from his slumber. I have a sore throat. I couldn’t sleep.

“What’s that buddy?” I whisper back (even though I’m pretty sure I heard him the first time)

“Mum, I love you,” he whispers again as he wraps his little arms around my neck, squeezes me tight and falls back to sleep.

This is why we bedshare. Of all the reasons, if I had to choose one, this is it.

It’s not because breastsleeping mamas get the most sleep…although they do.

It’s not because it’s the easiest way for me to parent through the night…although it is.

It’s not because it’s the safest way for babies and children to sleep…although it is.

It’s not because a mother’s body regulates her baby’s physiology better than an incubator…although it does.

It’s not because it’s the way our social mammalian species is designed to sleep…although it is.

It’s not because babies and children sleep more and rouse less when they’re next to their parents…although they do.

It’s not because bedsharing supports full-term breastfeeding…although it does.

It’s not because babies cry less when they bedshare…although they do.

It’s not because intentional bedsharing protects against SIDS…although it does.

It’s not because touch supports optimal physical development in children…although it does.

It’s not because good science (the rare, unbiased sort of science) overwhelmingly supports the biological need to keep our babies and children close at night….although it does. 

It’s this.

It’s how it makes me feel.

It’s how it makes my son feel.

Secure. Loved. Safe. Welcome. Family.

It’s how when we visit the planetarium and my son buys glow in the dark stars and without a second thought he sticks them to the walls in his “family bedroom”, not his own, because “that’s where we sleep, mum”.

It’s when a friend comes to visit and my then four-year-old proudly gives her a tour of his home and describes our bedroom as the “room where my family sleeps.”

It’s when I’m listening to a podcast in the car about cultural sleep patterns and I think my son is mesmerised by his maze book in the back seat, when he suddenly says, “Mum, do babies really sleep alone in cribs? Aren’t they lonely and scared?”

It’s these quiet sleepy moments. These moments that cement our relationship, deepen our bond and make our connection sacred.

The Japanese call that feeling ‘anshin’ to describe ‘soine’ or shared sleep, which is woven through the fabric of traditional family life. Anshin is the ‘feeling of contentment and relief or peace of the heart (not just body) in the state of being anshin’. The Japanese believe that soine and breastfeeding facilitate anshin for both babies and parents.

My family is immersed in feelings of anshin each and every night. As our collective sleep patterns have evolved, so too have our sleep associations; as much as he needs me, I need him too. I crave anshin.

These are the moments that some parents call “payday”. Payday may be a split second or an entire night when it comes to sleep – the moments like these that make the investment, the hard work, the lack of sleep, worth it.

Because, I’d be lying if I said bedsharing, especially through toddlerhood is always smooth sailing.

Bedsharing is also being kicked in the head by a toddler at 3 am.

It’s waking up with no covers and feeling freezing cold in the depths of winter.

It’s both my husband and me clinging to the edge of a king sized bed while our little guy starfishes in the middle.

It’s missing my husband’s embrace.

It’s waking with an impossibly sore shoulder morning after morning realising that I hadn’t moved all night as I lay in the genetically-imprinted cuddle curl position protecting my then-baby.

It’s repeating the mantra, this too shall pass. And then realising that it passes all too soon.

It’s facing all of these temporary obstacles and doing it anyway. Because anything that’s meaningful in life generally isn’t easy.

Sharing sleep is love in action.

It’s unconditional acceptance.

It’s trusting my instincts.

It’s surrendering to the unknown.

It’s process over product.

It’s an upfront investment.

It’s pouring into my family.

It’s about so much more than sleep location. It’s half my parenting journey and it’s not up for sale to the highest bidder. It’s not up for discussion with inquisitive friends or family members. It’s not up for debate with our doctor because it isn’t, in any way, shape or form a medical issue. It’s not a practice that has an expiry date.

It is one of the biggest blessings of parenthood and it’s to be celebrated.

Yet, when I started on this journey, I had no idea how long the trail was. It’s kind of daunting, isn’t it? I couldn’t imagine setting off on a hike without a trail map. And so, I share my story to light the path for those parents with babies who wonder what it will be like in years to come. I share my story because I wasted precious time wondering if I needed to do something to ensure that our son would move into his own room…one day.

And now, the irony is that one day, probably without warning, my son will want to sleep in his own bed. And when that day comes, I will have a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes, but I will celebrate the fact that he has had the freedom to come to that decision in his own time. On his own terms. I will celebrate the fact that his independence has been built on a solid foundation of love, trust, and compassion. But…that night is not tonight.

This night is ours and I will stay awake a little bit longer to soak in his littleness, to whisper back ‘I love you too buddy’, to feel gratitude for his presence, to experience anshin for the blessing this little soul illuminates my life with.


This post contains many references to what normal infant sleep is, but there is a lot of misunderstanding in western culture about what that is. The solitary crib-sleeping baby became normalised in the last 150 years and so we find ourselves in a position of needing to normalise normal again and simultaneously destabilize the notion that babies need isolation in order to sleep.

I created a series of Good Science Guides soon that lays out peer-reviewed studies reviews that show why babies need their parents at nighttime, why night waking is normal, why nursing to sleep and through the night is normal and more. If you haven’t signed up for my FREE guide: 5 Myths Surrounding Infant Sleep You Can Safely Ignore As a New (or Not So New) Parent, claim your free guide now. Learn more here. I also created a page on my website for you for all things related to sleep, where I share my favourite infant and toddler sleep resources.

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  1. Kirsten McKenna says:

    I really loved this one….and thank-you for ashin….such a beautiful word and sentiment. xx

  2. Griselda Vargas says:

    OMG! thank you so much for this article! Definitely resonated with me since my almost 4 year old is still in bed with us and we (fiance and I) have no problem continuing to cosleep.

  3. amber says:

    What a relief it was to read this, and yet, I am still nervous to say that my son is about to turn 10 and would sleep in my bed every night if I let him. And I want to let him because I know its that feeling he’s after and only I can give it to him. However, our culture tells me I am doing something wrong, possibly pathological by allowing him to do this. So he has a small bed in my room. He begins each night in his own bed in his own room where I lay with him until he falls asleep. And I hope this gives him what he needs. And at some point in the night he comes into my room and sleeps in his bed. Sometimes I am disappointed in myself for not following my instinct to keep him as close to me as he wants to be, and sometimes I feel like a failure as a mom that he is not as independent as most other kids his age seem to be. But articles like these make me feel like we are both ok just as we are. Thank you.

    • R Eleanor says:

      I’m still sleeping in my son’s room and I snuggle him to sleep – he has a trundle bed which I pull out an sleep on – my husband snores and it’s an issue. I’m concerned as he is just starting to become a teenager so I’m happy to see this post on the 10 year old. I love to snuggle – even my 10 year old. Each to his own…

  4. Maegan says:

    Thank you for this! I’m comforted in your words- every one felt like my own- I also identify with Amber- my son is 6, and I fear too- I also tried to start him in his own bed- only having given up on that last fall, now he just sleeps with me and he sleeps so deeply-

  5. Ashley says:

    I can understand this post to a certain extent. I let my daughter sleep in my bed occasionally. She’s 3.5 months old now. She sleeps just fine in her bassinet next to my bed too. She is certainly not lonely, or scared, and she doesn’t cry much anyway. She wakes up with a smile on her face ready to start the day. She sleeps for several hours at a time and so do I. Bedsharing works for some people, but I found that I overheated the baby when she slept with me, and my husband moves too much in his sleep for her to go between us. I also am not breastfeeding her. Kudos to those who can make it work.

  6. Samantha Stannett says:

    Beautiful article and so true I have 4 babies and over the 24 year period they have all slept in bed with us and I wouldn’t have it any other way! Still have my youngest in bed with me now, cuddling a little tighter because they are all growing up way too fast and it won’t be long before he moves onto his own bed ????

  7. Amanda says:

    I left my ex when the kids were almost 4 and 5. At first I set their bed up next to mine until I bought a king size bed to fit all three of us. Best decision I’ve made … I feel like bedsharing has just made our relationship strong and get us through a hard time. I never threaten to kick them out if they are misbehaving. I tell them that they are free to go to their own beds if they want. They can come back to my bed if they want also. I never use it as a threat or a punishment. I think that’s an important thing.

  8. Oh Tracy, you really do a beautiful thing here on your blog. I naturally fell into co-sleeping when the bedside bassinet a friend gave us wasn’t the sleeping arrangement my new baby was expecting. 9 months later I feel so lucky that R had deeper instincts than me. But, I hear family and friends kindly warn that she may never move to her own bed, and while the thought of her doing so is heartbreaking, it also mildly scares me that I am indeed raising a child who will be unable to ever sleep alone. My own intuition tells me differently. One day she will want to sleep on her own, but I hope it’s years into the future. This experience, night after night, cuddled around her sweaty body is priceless. Once again, you’ve reassured me that my fears are normal and that there are other women on this planet who understand what it’s like to parent in this uncommon and beautiful way.

  9. grazyna says:

    Beautifully written article. And finally comments that I can relate to as well!
    Typically all the advice and articles address co-sleeping with babies and toddlers, hardly ever older kids.
    My daughter is nearly 9yo and falls asleep in her own bedroom but every single night, just before midnight makes her way to our bed. And that is fine. We have plenty of space. She feels secure. And happy.
    But it does feel like we “should” keep pushing her out. Like at this age she “should” accept her own bedroom full stop.
    Funnily enough, her younger sister absolutely loves sleeping in her own bed and stopped co-sleeping around the age of 3-4 on her own terms.
    Thank you for this article. And thank you to all who commented.

  10. Emily says:

    There are so many good feels in this one, thank you for enlightening me with your words! My husband and I bedshare with our 2 year old son. There’s nothing better than him wrapping his little arms around my neck and saying, “hi mama” with a smile before drifting off to sleep. Some nights are tough, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

  11. Coral says:

    I’m so glad I’m not alone in this. My 5.5 yr old still sleeps with us and I get worried that I haven’t set her up with the tools to be able to put herself to sleep or sleep through the night without a warm body next to her. I actually wish she was out of the bed, and my husband does too, but this too shall pass. My toddler, on the other hand, always slept worse next to me, loves his crib, puts himself to sleep, and has slept through the night by himself since he was six months old. Every kid is different and that’s all I keep telling myself

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